Tuesday, June 08, 2004
6 MONTHS
Today is my 6 month anniversary of freedom.... Things are different for sure... The boys are alot of work but not much more then they were before... I struggle w/the bills but not too much - overall I am doing ok financially, yeah we don't splurge on things we used to and there are things I have had to put off buying for a bit but we are still ok... And the boys are learning that the bills and maintaining the house, having food, etc are more important then that cool toys that they think they NEED... But the part that has changed the most is that I get lonely... Yes I have someone I talk to regularly... 2 someones actually - one I am more into then the other but I am not in a relationship with either... not a relationship relationship so I miss the companionship of a steady relationship... I miss being able to reach out and touch "someone" regularly... and ok I miss sex!! *L* Well not too much but I miss having it regularly... ANYWAY!! Here's to 6 months along a wonderful new road that has proven to be more interesting and smooth than I imagined!!! I look forward to many more months and years of life getting better and better!!! Til next time...
Today is my 6 month anniversary of freedom.... Things are different for sure... The boys are alot of work but not much more then they were before... I struggle w/the bills but not too much - overall I am doing ok financially, yeah we don't splurge on things we used to and there are things I have had to put off buying for a bit but we are still ok... And the boys are learning that the bills and maintaining the house, having food, etc are more important then that cool toys that they think they NEED... But the part that has changed the most is that I get lonely... Yes I have someone I talk to regularly... 2 someones actually - one I am more into then the other but I am not in a relationship with either... not a relationship relationship so I miss the companionship of a steady relationship... I miss being able to reach out and touch "someone" regularly... and ok I miss sex!! *L* Well not too much but I miss having it regularly... ANYWAY!! Here's to 6 months along a wonderful new road that has proven to be more interesting and smooth than I imagined!!! I look forward to many more months and years of life getting better and better!!! Til next time...
